I will never forget Daisy.
At the time I was a young trainee in a Social Security
office in a moderately large city in the Southwest. Daisy was a veteran claims representative,
her graying hair, exquisite manners and charming Carolina drawl placing her
back in the Old South and almost masking the lively mind behind those alert
blue eyes. Daisy had a unique role in
the office. When derelicts (and there were
many of them) came to the office, Daisy was always called to interview them and
resolve their problems.
The derelicts were not easy to work with. Stumbling in only half-sober, reeking with
unwashed clothes, used alcohol and vomit, they often were almost incoherent in
their complaints, forgetful of the facts and willing to invent any story that
would resupply their drinking money.
Frequently their smell was so stupefying that desks were pushed together
to permit interviewing at a distance far enough to prevent gagging. That often
involved interviews conducted in a semi-shout.
Daisy interviewed them not from being drafted, but by her own
choice.
Daisy was angelic in her interviewing. Compassionate, patient, struggling to
understand and resolve the problems that had brought them there, she provided
those derelicts a caring presence that their mother would have had difficulty
matching. Watching her in action, one
knew one was witnessing someone who truly identified with and cared for the
troubled people she was there to help, an enlightened person signaling a new
future for the old South.
Nothing could have been further from the truth. In casual conversation back in the employee
lunchroom, Daisy’s language and opinions were those of a genteel redneck. Frequently employing the n-word to describe
her mostly African-American clients, she made it clear that she viewed them as
little more than incompetent children, incapable of any intelligent action in
their own behalf. Her opinions on the
social issues surrounding her clients were those of her slave-holding
grandparents. Yet it was clear watching
her in action, that her solicitude for their wellbeing went far beyond the
limits dictated by her upbringing and professed views. In short, Daisy’s actions and her beliefs
were inconsistent in major ways.
I thought of Daisy recently when I remembered a “daily
aphorism” in the local paper: “Don’t
judge a man by his opinions, but by what his opinions have made him. —
G.C. Lichtenberg”.
My first reaction was puzzlement followed by
disagreement. Are not people the sum of
their opinions? How can we distinguish
between the man and the opinions he holds?
Right action and right view go hand in hand. Then I remembered Daisy.
As human beings faced with complex choices we favor
consistency. Consistency has many
strengths. A presumption of consistency
enables us to infer many effects and relationships from certain knowledge of
only a few. Presuming consistency eases
our moral choices by enabling us to see our enemies as all bad, our friends as
all good. No one looks for good in
Hitler or evil in Ghandi. Even Emerson,
proud excoriater of consistency as “the hobgoblin of little minds”, was
nonplused when Thoreau accused him of inconsistency for not joining him in
prison for civil disobedience.
Inconsistency confuses us.
It violates our deepest moral sense.
Good people should do good things consistently; evil flows from evil
consistently. Justice is based on the search for results consistent with
causes. In some ways consistency
constitutes our deepest value. An
inconsistent universe is one based on whimsy, not Justice, on unfathomable
fragmentation, not rational wholeness.
We cannot understand an inconsistency that violates our sense of
wholeness, our belief in an underlying unity of Being. Belief in an underlying Consistency knits
together our science (the quest for “a general unified theory”) and our
theology (God as the ground of all Being).
It is in our theology that the “consistency imperative” gets
us in the most trouble. Consistency
requires that God be all Good or else senselessly arbitrary – a construct we
find repugnant. To be not only Good, but
Perfect in every way is the measure of a monotheist’s God. By definition God is the best of everything,
and anything less cannot be worshipped.
The ancients faced no such problem. Odin had one eye, Hephaestus limped, Zeus was
a cruel philanderer, Loki a trickster, Apollo the Patron of thieves. Even Jahweh as a tribal God was subject to
jealous rages that He later regretted. Jahweh
once threatened to kill Abraham, even though he had already identified him as
father to countless peoples.
Mark Twain remarked that Wagner’s music was much better than
it sounded. He may have been right as well as funny. Perhaps that’s why I
celebrate people like Daisy, whose actions are much better than their words,
however inconsistent they may be. And
why I appreciate people like John Boehner, who finally got upset enough to be
inconsistent and seek compromise. He may
revert to foolishly consistent obstructionism, but for awhile at least he was
wisely inconsistent with his principles.
Sometimes, consistency is the foolish course. Keep up the good work, John.
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